i like people speaking the truth from their heart, and i endeavor to be a true person as well. i am not good at social activities, an occasion when appropriate remarks and responses are especially important. that is quite a difficulty to me, i always feeling much pressure on my turn. i am afraid of offending others, or showing my superficial knowledge. frankly speaking, i don't want to hurt my self-esteem, that's just a display of self-center-i try to protect myself, isn't it too defensive?
actually, i had found myself among the people who may be categorized into?, if there is something better, it may only be...(let me think for a while)
